Sunday, April 27, 2008

handwriting

handwriting analysis


Welcome Krizia Ordona, here is your handwriting analysis.

Krizia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Krizia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Krizia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Krizia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Krizia is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Krizia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Krizia will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Krizia believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Krizia is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Krizia has a desire for attention. People around Krizia will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

Diplomacy is one of Krizia's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Krizia can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Krizia's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Krizia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Krizia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Krizia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Krizia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Krizia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Krizia has a tendency to put things off, Krizia procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Krizia will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Krizia is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Krizia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Krizia has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Krizia fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Krizia has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Krizia is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Krizia is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

the thing is...

the thing is...

this weekend was pretty interesting... i got to watch the episodes of 8 simple rules of dating my teenage daughter that was produced in the memory of john ritter who died in the middle of the series (when i say died, i mean died in real life not just kill the character)... it was a good show and continued to run without the character of paul henessey in it.

in the part 2 of goodbye, cate's father said:
we are always disappointed with the things we have because we live by the impression that life is supposed to be about what we deserve.

something like that i paraphrased, can't remember the real deal... but the same banana...

but yeah, he is correct... i lived by the idea that i deserved to be in med school and got disappointed because.... because you know why... of course the quote doesn't make it any easier to accept the fact that that plan, isn't going to happen... but.... but... i don't know.... for the first time in my life i do not know... for the first time, i don't have a plan... and that doesn't mean being sidetracked but it means... it means, i just don't have a damn plan....

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the thing is... there is a next quote which is:
"Okay, readers, today we're going to have a little pop quiz. It's multiple choice, so sharpen your #2 pencils and put on your thinking caps. Ready? Here's a quote. 'Dad, you're an idiot.' Now, contestants, this was said to me because of which of the following transgressions:
A. Coming to the breakfast table wearing pajamas and black socks;
B. Asking my oldest daughter if that guy I saw her talking to at school yesterday was her boyfriend;
C. Referring to rapper 50 Cent as 'Fifty Cents';
Or D. Entering the room?
Ok, pencils down. Actually, it was a trick question. The answer is all of the above. Now do you know how many times I called my father an idiot? Zero. Why? Because I feared him. Back then we didn't share our deep personal feelings. Our deepest conversations usually involved the tigers' bull pen. But my kids? I can't get them to shut up. There's not a feeling that my kids are afraid to express, over and over and over. And my wife reassures me this is a good thing, over and over and over. And she's always right. So do I wish that my kids feared me? Well, my house would be quieter and I'd spend a lot less time in the bathroom, but no. Because I know that whenever they insult me, whether it's a "You're an idiot," "What a geek," or an "I hate you," an "I love you" isn't far behind. And it's the knowledge that my kids love me that makes it safe for me to wear pajamas and black socks to the breakfast table."

that was... touching... really... if you watched the show and have watched it ever since, you can just feel the sadness.... i just felt like it was a good quote to add to this blog... especially since lately i have been having problems about----- i can't say what it is... but for the people who know, well, shhhhh...

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the thing is...

erase erase erase...

the good thing about having friends with relationships is you can't help but learn from them...

the good thing about having friends who are single is that they can give you their undivided attention when you feel like a total wreck

the thing about having friends with relationships is they are your friends and no matter how wrong their move was you can't help but prove/persuade them that they have done the right thing. it's check--- and mate....

the thing about having friends who are single is that they are idealistic yet honest and so no matter what mishap you have concurred to at the moment, they have the untainted version of what it is supposed to be...

i think..

so in general: hang in there, guys... look at the big picture and focus on the silver lining... hahaha and i guess all the "wise" and crappy words i want to say to you, i have already said to you personally...

--FIN--

Saturday, April 19, 2008

happy birthday "boyfriend" =)

yada yada yada...

happy birthday to my "boyfriend"

WHAT... i do have the right to call him that... at least with quotation marks.. =)

ginagawa rin naman niya akong front minsan ahhhh...hahaha

so here's the story, i texted him last night knowing that he would be on a birthday trip until his real birthday (april 20 for those who do not know)... purpose? to get my tita's dtr from him... so realizing I'll be such an ass if i show up without anything to give, i hassled the moment he texted that he was dressing up... i unwrapped 3 cupcakes (confession no. 1), looked for birthday candles, used birthday candles ( confession no.2), looked for ribbon, wrote this cheesy letter, rode the trike to the gate and bought toblerone in one stop shop (confession no.3)...and waited patiently for the BIRTHDAY BOY...

when i saw him walking toward me, i lit his candles, burning my thumb (i'm stupid when it comes to lighters, well at least with the lighter miguel gave me) real bad. so there, when he finally arrived, the fire was blown out by wind. haha... so much for wishes. but... he lit them for himself again...

so to christopher john tamayo tumalad... ang front ko... hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIO!

(i know you get that deario thing...it has something to do with cheerios) mwah mwah...

and here are some pictures to remember the 15 mins by....

Saturday, April 12, 2008

aesculapius' letter

it was a thursday afternoon and my mind was saturated with the pharchem questions from the PACOP reviewer... 400 pharchem questions down 200 more to go when ate maricel (our help, housekeeper or whatever you want to call her) knocked at the door that isolated me from the world and handed me a letter from UST

i knew what it was, i knew what i would feel

but still...

i opened it...

and that 200 questions were left unanswered

yeah, i immediately texted a whole bunch of people

i was laughing hysterically while texting (hence the hahahahaha at the end)

i didn't know how to react

i recognized the feeling and would label it as sadness, intense sadness.

i told these certain people that i wanted to burn it
(lynyrd: "wag mo na sunugin, i frame mo tas ilagay mo sa bed ng parents mo
miguel: sunungin mo tas ilagay mo ung ash sa bed ng nanay mo
ikai: sign yan, mag aral nalang tayo
gracia: ano nangyayari?!)

night came, i talked to katrina mancao, my highschool friend, learned na magllaw siya sa UP (congrats dear).. then she asked me, diba ikaw din magmmed? i felt my lower lip tremble.

and so friday came, it was pharmacognosy day for me... i hardly reached the hundredth question. i was just staring at the envelope that seemed to be mocking me. so i ran from it, i went to another room at started watching tv

today is supposed to be biochemistry day, i haven't finished a column in my answer sheet yet when i saw that derisive envelope again. stupid me, read it again.

so there the story of me going online on my supposed to be hermitic week of studying




Monday, April 07, 2008

post no bill

post no bill.

it was the first day of may year 1994. it was definitely a hot summer day. i found myself staring at the picture of the gigantic turtle. "Terengganu" it said. "I've always wanted to go there," I wondered. We have always planned a trip to Terengganu but it never pushed through and we always ended up in Kuantan (Cherating). Then it was time for check-in.

5 hours later, we landed in the Philippines. I remember just staring blankly out the window of the orange tamarraw that picked us up from the airport. "Post no Bill" the walls said.

I never understood what post no bill meant at that time. I always thought the building with the sign offered the services of a post office but it didn't include the paying of bills.

I miss malaysia. Not only do i often tell my friends that, but i think this is my third post about it.

Passing through SCTEx yesterday made me miss malaysia even more. It reminded me of the way to Subang Airport. Then the seafood restaurant near the airport.

Then a rush of memories, that pink elephant in Hankyu Jaya, the walkalator in Yaohan, claypot noodles, Metrojaya, Midvalley, cheap books in Giant, big mac (McDo) in the Weld, the pizza hut near Standard Chartered with the office of American Express on top of it, Dr. Thomas...

And then, i wondered, "what would i have been if i were still there?"