i am the new year's grinch...

i hate new year.

i hate the noise... or maybe because i can make as much noise...

i hate the smoke... you're destroying mother nature for pete's sake..

i hate anything that may or will blow up or is bound to blow up once it hits you... i hate any firecracker, bullet or any rocket that will explode in front or on you..

i hate it... i just hate it... why can't we just watch some pyrotechnique exhibition or something... it's more fun and amusing...

and now, i'll sleep... A-men...

and a happy new year!

this year was a blast... and i'm going to "countdown" the top 20 events these year... in chronological order of course..haha..and of course they're jst lame events...but whatever...

1. i dissected my second frog in my entire life...first this college...
2. the discovery of a cool dj in my same old station...
3. my first trip to libis with my classmates because of my application to my first real job...
4. first reunion with my st. scho friends this college in cathe's birthday which was a blast...
5. first dinner in libis with my kada in libis too to bid farewell to may... :(
6. an early vacation...which started like the third week of march...
7. it ended real early because my internship in mercury drug corporation which reeled away real slow..
8. april's debut, with cambro and jocel...
9. reunion with grade school friends in the net...
10. ripe tomatoes concert... na inulan at di tinapos...
11. my dad left for thailand,
12. second year started...the maam lampa experience... haha...
13. finally, i saw loreen again...and bored gracia to death...
14. first 2 flats
15. start of second sem... and making it to THE list...
16. the whole nascar incident
17. pharma '05 concert
18. gracia's enchanting debut
19. christmas and the blessing of tito romy's house..
20. and i know my parent's 25th wedding anniversary will be something..

anyway, there are tons of persons (outside my family) who i'd like to thank... yuck! parang celeb... i know na kahit crap tong blog ko at wala namang nagbabasa talaga nito, e i just want to keep my hands busy... ano ba paki niyo...gusto ko e...haha... spoiled!!!

UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS: (hehe..)

to gracia...my hunniebunchie...for being the freakishly most supporting and supported friend i have ever had this year... for calling me up when i don't feel like talking (haha!) and keeping me "un-bored" with my so-called-life...

to palad... my groupmate in every single grouping this sem... haha.... oh well.. di tayo mapaghiwalay... thanks! for being a wonderful groupmate.... magcooperate ka ha!

to jessa... for hmmm... being bad trip most of the days of the year...haha... and miss calling me when insomnia attacks... haha...

to bham... for keeping my life interestingly interesting... sa mga asar mo... i wouldn't know how to survive english with maam firme and biochem lab without you...haha...

to triccia... for making the dapitan dorm kids or whatever you want to call us happy...hahaha...

to jowill... for coming with us to every freakin mall we want to go to...

to aisah... for being so uberly kind to me...i don't know how you put up with my every mood...but hey, you get through right?

to kat...my kat-aroo...my langka tart...jump kat-aroo...jump... just kidding.. for being online when i need you too... at sa mga masayang kwentuhan at tsimisan dito sa ym...

to chas...my babybackribs...for texting me unexpectedly, at kahit alam kong nakaunlimited ka parati, pag kinausap kita sumasagot ka naman... and for updating me about the stars' lives...

to agos...natouch ako nung christmas sa iyo..haha...at tama ka... nagiging close close na tayo... haha... at nung handball..ibang experience talaga yun...

to tumalad...for trusting me? with your kwentong ____... at kwentong *toot...haha... at sa pageemote mo sa amin ni gracia...haha... sige emote pa!

to gray... for being my guard every phy chem... and being the best "secretary" in our lab...haha... for all the "nakakarelate-ako" stories we have every phy-ana lab, org chem lab, biochem lab and phychem lab.... and the ultimate friend against maam b_e_a_e_t_r_....

to bernice...for making calculus and phy-ana a very different experience...haha.... andaldal mo pala...

to kathlyn... for helping me... alam mo na iyon...sa lahat sa dorm...haha...

to shoti...for helping out... from making me understand the principles i don't want to understand... and that saturday day na buong araw tayo online at walang magawa...haha...

to 2cpharmacy... you guys rock... sabi na nga ba... one day it'll all just fall into pieces... tamo ngayon... ang bonded na nating lahat...sana...haha...at... sige... picture pa!!!

ST. SCHOLASTICA'S ACADEMY MARIKINA...

to jocel.. my year became eventful because of you... kay ate pamz na din ito..haha... hmmm... first dahil, parehas tayong may insomnia or dahil bawal kang matulog... at sa pagbisita... antiyaga mong magpuntang uste para lang magkwento ng mga weirdong kwento..sorry for being disbanded parati... at thanks dun sa pharma '05 concert...

to cathe.. helping me...with this? being patient with all of my stories.. na wala namang may gustong makining...haha.. at giving me the best advice ever...for being happy for me when i am happy and for sympathizing with me when i'm down...and cheering me up...

to kim.. sa pagpapaganda kay magandang cathe...haha... labo...

to loreen.. for visiting me kahit me prelims AKO.. haha.. and supporting your other half of your name all the way...

to cambro... for reading all my emails and replying... same same...ano na nangyari sayo?haha...

to april.. for i being a seatmate for 4 years and a friend for more than 4 years... being online... at pakikipagusap sa akin online?hehe...

to binky..san ka ba dapat? sa lrms o sa isko? haha... anyway... for being sexy... woohoo... haha...at mga kwentong prangkahan at kwentong kyut...

to marijke..for contacting us...haha.. nang dahil sayo nagkakitakita tayong 4....

to rina...dude, asan ka na?ako lang ang dapat nawawala sa ating apat nina binky ah... bat pati ikaw nagdisappear...

LORENZO RUIZ DE MANILA SCHOOL...

to john daniel... for somehow dahil sa iyo, i was able to reunite with my first barkada in the philppines ever..haha...drama...

to irish.. sa pakikipagusap sa akin...hmmm.... at mga kwentong banda, love life at anything other the sun...

to grace.. for being a true friend...kahit di na tayo nag-uusap...gumagawa ka padin ng paraan para magka-kontakan (ang pangit ng term) tayo..

to monica... asan ka na?!? haha... balik ka na dito sa cainta pwede? i missyah all...

soo... gagraduate na ba tayo?!?

this is to a wonderful year 2005... and to the upcoming year of surprises, depression and joy... i hope..hahaha....

whatever...bangag na ako...tama na sa party please!!!

rooms...

sam made me a virtual room...haha.. nice... as gra, cathe and I say.... "kewlness.."


room ni sam naman yung pink....
room namin ni sam yung yellow surf-y look...
of course mine's the green one...

fRaNtIc

one word to descirbe my christmas yesterday, it was soooooooooooo uberly FRANTIC!! my day started at 7am, i woke up to an empty house wondering where the people went... i went to the kitchen and found my grandpa sitting alone in our breakfast nook... he asked me to cook him breakfast, and i gladly did.. I cooked him frankfruters... I thought that if this day would be like this, the day would go by like a breeze...but i was WRONG... I was terribly wrong...

then my mom came, and our kitchen turned into the IRON CHEF arena... we had a deadline: 10:30 am... and we just started chopping, stirring, dipping and tasting... and shouting.... and food just flew here and there, within the hours, we had to cook, entertain "namamasko"-ers and ship the food to tito romy's house.. within more or less 3 hours, we dropped a container of shrimps, lettuce, carrots, lima beans, and a whole lot more...

we finished at 10:45... well my mom did, she had to pick up the priest from his house... we waited for the fish fillet to cook... while that was happening, I had to look for my pants and iron my sister's and my pants.. and my freakin pants!!! I didn't understand how it worked or how to straighten them.... anyway... we were finished by 11:45... and walked to the new house...

and just right in time, the Adventure was rolling down the street... I thought I could rest by that time but hey, my day started with wrong assumptions and wrong assumptions were still reigning that day... anyway, I had to run back and forth from our house to the new house to get stuff that weren't available in the new house...

anyway, to make up for the tiring hours, we had a picture galore...haha... kewlness...haha....

miraculously, the party ended at 7pm with low notes... sam had a tummy ache, the helpers went to church with their house keys, we had to "clean" the place, wrap more gifts...

but all in all... it was a pretty TIRING christmas...a-men...

merry christmas?

just had my hair curled... and now my curls are getting straight again... while waiting for 9 pm (christmas mass), i'll answer this survey first from tricia's blog...

10 FAVORITES

Favorite Color: green
Favorite Food: pizza, cloud 9 at the moment, lechon kawali, mister siomai...Mn'Ms
Favorite Month: December and the summer months
Favorite Song: ultimate favorite? "akap" by imago, "anthem of our dying day" by story of the year, "ocean's avenue", and "only one" by yellowcard
Favorite Sport: handball... haha....
Favorite Season: summer... coz it's hot... halter tops galore... and there's no school..
Favorite Day Of the Week: saturday... day of chillaxing...
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: black forest... selecta's limited edition...
Favorite Time of Day: 2 am... coz no matter how relaxed or how busy i am... no matter how long it's been since i've hit the sack, this is the only time i fall... asleep....Zzzzzz....
Favorite Feature on the Opposite Sex: dimples, eyes, hair, abs?

9 CURRENTS
Current Mood: merry... it IS christmas..
Current Taste: taste?! as in tongue?! toothpaste?
Current Clothes: my "noche bueña" outfit... complete with curls...
Current Desktop: my sis and i in disneyland... with this sales lady...
Current Toenail Color: colorless...
Current Time: 7:43 pm
Current Surroundings: fan, tv, radio...
Current Thoughts: santa claus is coming to town...haha...
Current Hair: CURLS!!! luscious small curls...

8 FIRSTS
First Best Friend:a girl named jill in my kindergarten
First Screen Name: hmmmm.... fish?!
First Pet: a dog named nikki which our neighbor poisoned...
First Piercing: ears.just 2 months old...
First Crush: hmmm... some guy named adam when i was in sayfol IS...
First Car: a proton saga
First Job: someone paid me to make mosaics...
First Date: i have no idea when that'll happen

7 LASTS
Last Kiss: sam... my cousin sam... last night in the mass... in the cheek... not what you're thinking...
Last Drink: yakult
Last Movie Seen: Chicken little..
Last Phone Call: Sam again... asked whether they're coming with us later...
Last CD Played: emancipation of mimi...would you believe?!
Last TV show watched: Queer Eye for the Straight guy...
Last Person you talked to: sister... checked out if my outfit was fine...

6 HAVE YOU EVERS
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: uh-mmm.... yeah?!
Have You Ever Broken the Law: haha... would you arrest me?!
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nah.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no.
Have You Ever Been on TV: nope...
Have You Ever Kissed Someone: hasn't everyone?!

5 THINGS
Things You're Wearing: fairy skirt, spag strap, bolero...
Things You've Done Today: watched, bummed around, cooked, helped my gramps... and curled my sistah's hair
Things You Can Hear Right Now: deck the halls...
Things You Can't Live Without: laughing.... my watch...
Things You Do When You're Bored: listen to the radio... read a book...watch tv...

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY: my crib, tito romy's palace, the church, the CLOSET... huh?!

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO: ironically, people whom i am not close to, GOD and gra (and my sistah...o-oh... 4 na...)

2 CHOICES
Black or White: black.
Hot or Cold: cold

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:bungee jumping and riding the roller coaster (both in the Stratosphere Hotel in Vegas... woohoo... and one last trip to magic mountain) and of course confess all my sins... so i could go to heaven O:-)... o-oh...sumobra nanaman...

i'm not happy...

in fact there are a couple of things i'm depressed about... ummmm...they're just things i can't spit out.. or else it'll just be word vommit...

well.. one of the things i can be vocal about is the facial i had 30 minutes ago... it was bad... the steam was bad.. the pricking was bad... and now my face is... still "rocky" or whatever... it wasn't as rocky (as the metro manila road situation) as before... but... still... not satisfactory... and the whole enchalada... the whole thing... after getting the facial...

let's just put it this way...i hate every time i have to dream because reality is always not enough... insufficient for that matter... and hate every time i have to wish... for something, i know deep inside is freaking hopeless....

one day.. i'll read this again... and think it's crap.. and laugh at it.. or... i'll cry about it...thinking i should have straightened up my twisted life this early..

and now my dad's back...

he has hair like eistein... no kidding.... haha... he texted me days ago that he has long hair... gee... i didn't expect it to be so long... and white...hahaha... and he's sooo thin.... weird... i'm just probably not used to seeing him thin... hey.... sayang.... la na akong matabang santa claus....hahaha... huh?! whatever..

still sleepy...

graxa's huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

hahaha...it seems it's been a loooooooooooooong time.... and i mean a long time since i have talked to gra... personally... weird... we meet everyday... but.. ewan.... we hardly finish the stories we are talking about because there're so many side stories.... ang saya....haha...

then anna called.... hmmmmm.... i wonder why.... matagal-tagal ko na ring di nakakausap si anna... marami rin sigurong kwento yun...haha... matawagan nga.... mamaya na nga yang biochem na yan...

but alas! i've been enrolled in our blackboard and i have already answered my online quizzes...haha...

alt-164

ALT-164!!!!haha...is it so hard to learn?! haha.... grrr..... when will ust learn alt-164.... hay....how in the world will i answer my quiz?!

loreen...here nalang...

dude, i can't upload it on an attachment to email to you... but this is it... black and white or colored... anything they want... anyway... you can't see much detail here... but see the small boxes?! those are the small pictures that make up the big pictures....hehe....

good luck with the advertising...

and for those dropping by: P150--- no print(put in a cd... provide your own cd... additional payment if you dont provide cd: P10) ... with print depends on the size, but the smallest (1 coupon bond paper) P200--- print (black and white)... P230--print(colored)

i thank you *bow*

gracia's debut was sooooo uberly nice, enchanting and fun..

last night was a great night...hahaha...especially for gracia...i guess... o baka di siya nakakain...i don't know.. pero masaya... too bad i couldn't stay till the last part... but at least i reached 12:00 am and didn't turn ugly... (siguro nadelay ang aking fairy god mother) hahaha..

anyway... gracia (cool ng dress...hahaha...kakulay mo yung isa mong bag) told me to wait for gladys and bham so we would be in one table... so when we went downstairs, ching (grabe, goddess of the nature...hahaha..), dianne (in her little black elegant dress...naks!!!), tumalad (who just came from miguel's place i think), ronald (the check's were cool...), shoti (ultimate chinese boy), chasty (nice!!!!hahaha.... thanks for the dress), fred (still not smiling,huh...haha), jessa (with the flowery dress.... eeeewww...kidding..), ria (whose curls hardly left a trace) and celso (who looked like he just came from work...) were already there...they were the first guests i think...

my time read 9:10 pm and i was bound to go home by 9:30-10:00pm... the party hardly started... we haven't eaten yet by that time...anyway... the entrance was.... entrancing...hahaha... so the party starts and we have a plan with our food (with ronald as our mastermind)... we ate everything served and nothing was wasted... as far as our end of the room is concerned... by this time alexa (the brave alexa, who drove from NLEX to SLEX without a license), andrew (buuuuzzzzzzzzzzz), arvin (who for the first time i saw in a suit) and alfred (still the villain...haha...kidding) were already there...

and the program started... i thought the candles were up first... but the precious gems were first... made me think whether someone really gave her diamonds... haha.. next were the roses... and the reps from the 2c showed way untraditional moves haha... including "ang pagsabit ng tiara sa pag-twirl ni tumalad" haha... anyway... the guy who we hate most, or maybe just me and bham, made the final dance...hmmmmpp...eeeeewwwwww....

next was a song number from kyla... the kyla...haha....then gra sang "walk my way downtown...mmmmhhhmmmhhhhhmmmmmmhhhhhmmmm" with lyrics..hahaha... after that, there was a surprise.... surprise!!! from... the eeeeeewwwwww guy.... let's not name names... but josh was really.... eeeeeeewwwww...haha... my mom said on our way home "kawawa naman siya, hirap na hirap sa aso, nung nasa lobby siya..." and "ang tapang niya... sintunado pa.." anyway he gave a puppy (who was way cute-er than josh...or am i patronizing?!? haha...)... so i hoped it was time for the candles but no, nauna pa ang treasures.... waaahhhh... i had to go...but i couldn't anyway.. when triccia's name was called, bham and I were going to the restroom, then bham pushed me and I was like what?! so I was totally unprepared... and mumbled something about behalf of blah blah... and turned and left.. the emcee said,"la ba daw siyang kiss" waaahhhhh....

when i came back, they were already starting the candles.... i was number 17 before the mrs. ganadillo...but i came like 12th... then one more..then mrs. ganadillo...then alexa pulled me next to her and gra and we totally made the song "butterfly" a mess... haha... and when we sang happy birthday... it was exactly 12am... oh no!!! i'll turn to rags again..hehe... kidding... as alexa said, "salubong.." and as I say.... "asteeeeegggg" and i was mouthing to gra... " sabi sayo aabot ako sa bday mo e..." anyway... she blew the candles and almost fell...haha... and we left... and i had to split... so I bade goodbye to her on the stage... then ran to my table and ran back to the lobby... and shoot... my shoes are still on..haha...

ANYWAY TO MY HUNNIEBUNCHIEMUNCHIECOOKIESALADMACARONI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!THANKS...MWAH...

*the name and stories of josh is just a mere product of imagination...NOT!

pharma '05....

we practiced until 5:50 pm when jocel texted me that they were near ust already... it'll be my first time to see ate pamz!!! yahoo!!!!

and then my mood was just killed....started at 7:30... the vibe was just really bad... the concert started real late... the bands or the PSC were getting restless... and then the unexpected happened... the student council just wouldn't listen to anyone of us: they can't put other acts in between the line-up... anyway as a result to their hard-headed heads (if it can get anymore redundant) 3 bands left including mayonnaise.... too bad... the audience were waiting for them...

we finished at 2 am...exhausted, i couldn't help pack and clean up...we sleptover my roomies friend..

since they were opm bands, allow me to speak in filipino....

astig and chonkeys at kiko machine... sila yung super duper galing....astig talaga sila...they know how to handle the audience and to keep them alive kahit sila din inaantok na at may sakit pa...

anyway... thanks to ate khei for all the freakin' support and help i needed... kahit inaaway ko siya parati hahaha... isa siyang tunay na kaibigan...to aisah.... who lent me her jacket the whole damn cold night....to kathleen... na di ako iniwanan...to jocel... salamat dude...sa lahat ng bandang astig na dinala niyo ni ate pamz... to ate pamz... na ngayon ko lang nakilala... ang galing mong kumanta!!!hahaha.... idol!!!wahahaha.... sa mga runners ng runner na sumama sa akin.... at ayon... ano to academy awards?!

i swear... dami kong natutunan kanina...at ngayon... I NEED TO SLEEP!!!!

and at last i continue my adventures last sunday.... and things get worse yet juicier....

and so there... i went to school when chingalingaling texted me to meet them at the lover's lane... "para gumawa ng props... now na!"... so i go to lover's lane and don't find them... went to the org room, accompanied jocel until ste, she, khei and joy asked me to get the women's pharma shirt so i could give it to ching... but i still wasn't sure whether i would help with the props or not...but then we see them in the parking space... and the turning point ofthe night just happened, i texted my sister that i wouldn't be going back to the dorm..

and so... no one slept... until 4 am.... when alfred, gracia and I hit the sack, we just couldn't help laughing at how "dugyutin" i am...or was... anyway... it was beyond words... but we ended up sleeping at 4:30... ok they did... i slept at 5... and woke up at 5:30 to someone's heavy breathing... man i'm a ceritfied insomniac!!!hahaha...

we work some more until 6:15 then we go back to our dorms... i shower quickly to go back to KC's house....and then help her with her speech... and wallllllahhhhhh (magic!!!).... i'm still wide awake for the parade.... and the solo act...with no sleep...and more shopping in SM.... hahahaha...seriously... get some sleep....

no sleeping please!!!! Zzzzzzz........

YOu can't sleep that's the rule...haha.... and still you remain awake amidst the weird, tiring night you just had...

it started at 5pm, jocel texted me to go to the org room to accompany her while she waits for the PSC treasurer

realizing...

it's only when shoti said that "one day has passed and we're still in front of the computer" was when i realized that... yeah... one day has passed and i barely finished 7 mosaics...man are my eyes tired...

i can soooo live a whole year without looking at another mosaic... but hey... no pain, no gain.... just wished i was given what's due to me.... pay me!!!haha... kidding... and now... shoti's officially left me in this web of pictures....bat ka nag-offline!!!haha.... anyway... i'm burning them now... but... my cd burner seems it doesn't want to cooperate...aaarrrrgggggggg.... i'm just freaking and tired.... whatever!!!

grrrrrr.....

my micro-para lab instructor is annoying the hell out of me... lemme correct that... annoying the hell out of us.... first, she asks us to buy dozens of expensive requirements including 8 rolls of aluminum foil.... but thats' okay... coz everyone's buying anyway anyhow.... then a while ago.... she just crossed the line... she asked us to be at school by 6:30, if not the group will receive a 10 point deduction... so it's cool.... i just live nearby anyway... it's 7:00 am and she comes strolling in the room mumbling about why she was late... i don't care why you're late!!! i almost choked eating breakfast just to reach school at 6:30...

so we weigh the microbacterial stuff.... and she catches me putting back the powder... and tells me... "kainin mo na yan lahat" ... it's alright... coz it's my bad... then strike two... she goes to our group and tells us "bat ang unti ng laman ng flask na yan... ayoko ng ganyan"... what the hell do you care!!! it's heating, it's the same volume... no problem!!!

the bell rings and signifies the end of the class... off we MUST go to the chapel for first friday... she shouts.. "di pa kayo tapos!!" are you crazy?! you ask us to start the period early.. then you'll extend?!? the members of our group picked who'll stay... we realized all of us had strikes against her... tin-- the moist heat indicator... dianne-- the nutrient broth... andrew--- the test tubes... they lost to me because i had two major strikes... haha...

so we reach the chapel at 9:30 leaving the half of the class with her to continue the "experiment"... dude, even if there was no mass, it isn't your freaking time!!!!

twas 11:00... and we had a quiz with her at that time for the lecture... she comes in at 11:45 where we could've left and it would still be legal... and tells us the quiz is still on...man... she's a certified prick...

and now i can't rant anymore... because the president of 2f is begging for the mosaic....waaaaahhhhh.... one mosaic almost done... 2 and an almost mosaic to go....

pumasok pa ako!!!

our biochem lab was cancelled today, because chem teachers had their convention in the ateneo... when we went to school for phy chem, they announced that there was no socio... grabe.... pumasok pa ako!!! phy chem lang ang subject?!

so we decided to go to greenhills and check out the phone swapping... many wouldn't swap with my earpiece-less panasonic phone... we wrecked our rep... until i gave up... my roomie wouldn't give up though... she looked at me and said, last na to... so there.... they were the only ones who didn't check the phone out... they bought it for P2500... and i added 1300 to swap it with a 2600 worth P4000... haha... cool... no wonder people get hooked with swapping their phones....

the trip home was nauseating... i had that gut feeling in my tummy that really made me want to barf... we were supposed to stay at that bus till quiapo but i couldn't handle it...i saw legarda... and i knew the way home... so we went down...haha... and reached dapitan hungry... what a day!!!

by the way.... does anyone know anyone who sells 7680?! bakit ang rare ng ganun?!

chicken little...

we decided yesterday that we'd watch harry potter 4... but our bored friend already watched the movie so we decided to watch chicken little today...

we reached sm san lazaro at 4:10pm.. the show starts at 4:00pm... so we flipped a coin to decide whether to watch the current one or the next show... and the skies said... "watch now"... so we bought tickets and made a little trip to the popcorn stand... and spent 30 minutes deciding what to eat... when we got settled in side the movie house, the movie is already at its peak.,.. and man, my cellphone wouldn't stop telling me i have new messages.. i tried to ignore it, when at the end of the movie, i checked my phone only to realize there was something wrong with the pharma '05 i am helping to get organized.. they're demanding for more bands... what the ---... when we asked them what bands they wanted, they didn't say anything... and now they're requesting...when it's days away.... i'm not the one talking to the bands but get real, it's kind of a irritating situation.. anyway... i wasn't able to "rest" (the parts we didn't watch) of the movie because somehow i was partly responsible for the outcome of the pharma'05... so...i couldn't help replying... and at the end of the movie, like it was meant for me not to see... the dilemma was solved...

xmas in lover's lane

it was 7pm and our physical chemistry laboratory was officially over...we were exhausted from the experiment.. and i, personally was exhausted from the attitude of someone i need not mention.. i think as long as gracy's still in the group, i'll be considered the relaxed and "unangered" one...

so we, the balik-dorm kids, go out the main building passing the atrium and see the mr and ms pharma talent show setting up and decided (except triccia) to watch the pageant for there was nothing due the next day... so we go out to eat dinner and suddenly, we spot the lover's lane... we were mesmerized by the undone christmas lights illuminating the lane... we take our time and unwind walking down the pavement... and want to take a picture badly.... we try jowell's camera phone but it turns out blurred.. and our luck changed when shoti, fred and jillie came our way... we asked if they could take our picture... and wham bham alakazam!!!! our pictures were posted in our groups.... haha....

so we go to the parking lot and eat dinner.. then we go to back to the atrium and watch... the first moments were boring... until celso and the others came... and we suddenly turned into the PURPLE JACKETS!!!haha.... cheering for every single contestant, frustrated we didn't have our own... and these are the top ten contestants i remember in no particular order:

one. ms my humps who doesn't have any humps and who had a get-up that emphasized that point....

two. ms. rotc who had complete props ... with a rifle and didn't seem to get the beat of the song...

three. ms. together again... who i was embarassed for...

four. ms. i-dedicate-this-song-to-my-boyfriend whose boyfriend was standing in front of me while i was declaring that what she did was so boring..

five. mr. richard-gutierrez (?) look alike.... who... doesn't really know how to sing..

six. mr. high by the speaks... too much history with my classmate...

seven. ms. tiny... who rendered the song beautifully...

eight. ms. broadway... who sang a barbara streisand... but shouldn't have because it bore the hell out of us....

tie in nine. joyce and her luscious long hair... and the rest of the acoustic acts... need not say more.

ten. of course my ballerina godsister... who didn't seem to have bones... haha... her act was cool and different...

and then we went home running and completely forgetting about the confession in the dorm... but hey... buti nalang maraming may kasalanan sa dorm...haha... yes! nandun pa ung pari!!!

mah braces....again and again....

i just changed the color of my braces to red.... just to send out that christmas vibe...to be specific... it is a brownish sparkling red.... haha....anyway.... pinagtatawanan ata ako ni jocel sa kulay na yan....


cathe, dude... help me.... seriously.... mababaliw na ako trying to figure out what to do with this thing...paano ba?!

friends

it's just 8:28 in the morning and i have already finished 3 episodes of friends....haha.... the last episodes of friends... they are unbelievably funny... i'm serious.. they always have the unexpected throw of a punchline.... and... and... i'm not really supposed to be watching it because it is sort of "banned" in this house and my mom hates it when we download unnecessary stuff in our computer...haha.... she won't find out anyway.... and anyway... i still have to eat... take a bath... watch more episodes...then go to the dentist.... shoot... my braces would be adjusted again..... how am i supposed to eat tonight?! goodness....

i forgot... no classes today!!! wooo-hooo....stupid of me, i forgot to shut my alarm.... and so, when the alarm got off.... i couldn't get back to sleep again... and now, i'm the only one awake... haha.... time to start my evil plans!!!!

bored, bored and bored...

i'm bored.... practically opened my email and friendster account for like 10 times...and suprisingly every time i open it...something new interests me...but then i'm still bored... i already downloaded tons of songs... the classic roald dahl charlie and the chocolate factory and james the giant peach (still can't find lynne ewing's daughters of the moon though) to relish the good old malaysia times... downloaded more songs... slept...woke up.... ate loads of food... and now i'm checking mga accounts again-- added pictures while listening to tensionado, sandalan and anino while watching phil the future/the suite life... point is... i'm still bored...

an hour ago, i watched 5 videos of nina...3 out of 5 songs reminded me of a lot of things... not that i can relate... JEALOUS... reminded me of third year... the days i watched UAAP, PBL and started watching PBA... it reminded me of james yap...primarily because the guy in the video looked like him.... FOOLISH HEART... reminded me of summer after third year... school... ok not school just a review center which i didn't want to attend and shouldn't have attended because seriously...a waste of money... i won't mention the name of the review center, but expert guides really did nothing for me but put me into sleep in an aircon room... ok maybe it did do a little for me... i made new friends... maybe thats worth something or maybe... P7000.... LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS...it reminded me of the gruelling hours and days in my first year internship in a company i wouldn't mention... it was bad memories... seriously.... waking up at 6 am for an 8am internship which was 5 mins away from my house on a summer day... then i'd turn on the tv to that song... which would play alternately in MTV and MYX...then i'd go to MERCURY DRUG CAINTA ORTIGAS AVENUE EXTENSION... and then hear the song over and over again in the most dry moments of the training... when the pink "receipt" wouldn't come out...

man, i'm seriously bored...funny thing is, i've got a load of assignments.... but hey, a little procrastination wouldn't do me some harm in micro-para and phy chem... and biochem... shit...now i realize... i got to start something now....

three and a half...

three and a half inches (heels), two hours and a place that is underventilated... mission?! not really clear...considering me and my partner were placed at the back of the searing (like the microbacterial cultures we make) annex... but it involved making up our own steps to follow the basic steps dancing to the unending hymn of... i want some hot stuff baby this evening...what?! our class is was picked to the seventies...whatever...

solution?! let's just play...yup...the crossberry shake... hands and feet ha... what?! you don't know that....ok let's just revise the hand movements...

result?! a comment that we were too lively and too jumpy...by a friend of course... haha... so what?!

man, i just jumped all around like a kangaroo for more than 30 mins wearing three and a half inch stilletos...and now... i just have to figure out how to get my vein in my leg to stop popping...

rants flying here and there

can someone tell me i can jump from a building so my head can hit hard on the ground and i won't feel pain anymore?!? actually someone did and even offered to push me if i chicken out... suprisingly, my headaches are becoming unbearable nowadays... before, i can endure the piercing pain... but it just became worse today...i don't know what meds to drink and besides, i'm already immuned to my drugs and not thinking of increasing the dosage because don't want that dizzy spell like in 3rd year high happenening to me again... i guess i'm just hard-headead... as the nurses in my dorm said, they don't want me to be their patient when they graduate...haha...

To add to the "detailed" pain, maam gonzales gave us a stupid quiz which she clearly told us she would give it on tuesday... it's a biochem quiz for goodness sakes!!! you don't just tell us that its alright to study for thirty mins about a topic we don't even understand!!! she gave it anyway and i'm sure i failed... so what...she'll see...