last entry: freak out!

this morning, di pa ako nagffreak out...because i was still studying... but now, all i can feel is flip flop-ing on my gut... and all i can think about is that flip flop- when the drugs absorption is slower than the elimination... nung una akala ko dose dumping un...but no! and now, grabe...mass pa lang ng 7:30 am, my hands are freakishly cold...wrong...freezing... my hands are freezingi can't comprehend anything anymore... i can't even talk in straight sentences. arrrgggg.... this entry is already taking me almost half an hour to complete.. my heart is racing (racing ba? or raising? siguro heart rate is raising but heart is racing. ewan...) gaaaaaaaahhhhhhh.... nervous wreck... bye.

wish me luck

xoxo,
kL

entry 18: stakes are high

sweepstakes? steaks... t-bone? baby back ribs... yummmm...hahahahaha...

i'm loaded...

with a lot of anxiety and a whole lot of uncomforting thoughts... you think by now i'd be relaxed... well yeah, i stopped studying or at least be used to be thinking about the nerve-wracking moment to be, but.... awful awful... i'll start studying again later to displace the thoughts of what are supposed not to be my thoughts right now

confusing?

talk about confused

and now, i'm confused with my blog too...

"nakkahiya pag bumagsak ako kasi nagaral ako" words of "wise" (notice wala nang the, kasi same person din naman yun, inverbatim nga lang yan ngayon) again... and again and again... arrgggggg... that's what i get from loving to screw with his mind when he has his moments...karma ko to... and what's worse is, when i screw with his, it's deliberate, intentional and so takes a lot of time and effort... and him, without even trying, can turn an absolutely quiet evening to a stomach churning sleepless night. and that made comforting other friends who are in doubt of passing real hard. hahahaha

and i totally realized that this morning when the priest made me an example in his homily... na pumasa bumagsak, dapat strong ang faith ko... and then the pray-over... was totally enlightening, then he said something like "sana di itanong ang mga di niya inaral, dahil Lord, kapag tinanong ang mga iyon, alam namin na babagsak siya"... i wanted to squeal and squirm in the silence, but opted not to...hahaha...

because what he said was true, so now, i just hope i studied enough to make the cut.

so, 1 whole day and a couple of hours to go.... 1 whole freaking day to think about it... then SHOOT.

xoxo,
kL

entry 17: holy holy (di ba ako nagsulat kahapon?)

di ba ako nagsulat kahapon? or kahapon ko sinulat ung frustrated na yan?

can't remember...

but oh well, a while ago, bumalik kaming ust...for the blessing of the board examinees... first i saw ken, inantay niya ako sa lrt legarda... nakauniform siya ng med. respetado. then i saw lynyrd and miguel... nakauniform din ng med. mga mukhang respetado din. un lang.

so anyway, the priest said na kapag boards, maraming nagagawang kabanalan... which i just proved true a while ago. may napa-misa ng 3 beses (ust 6am, ust 8am, quiapo 11am), may napa-communion ng wala sa oras, may napaconfess ng wala din sa oras...sabi ko kasi magcconfess ako, to be in the state of grace before answering the test. he probably thought it was a good idea for him to confess too. nagiging banal ang mga hindi nagsisimba dati, and that according to father, is the real reward... pero syempre, passing the boards will be so cool because, again, di ko na kayang gawin to ulit.

quiapo. so after almost 10 years, bumalik ako sa quiapo... dun mo makikita ang mga tunay at dakilang devotees... i mean, in the middle of the church sumisigaw ng intentions, nakaluhod buong misa, nakaluhod na nag"lalakad" habang nagrrosary... iba... IBA... trust me iba talaga. dun, matyaga makinig ng confessions ang mga pari, ang mga tambay ay kumakanta ng kantang banal at ang mga pulubi ay nagigisingan kapag malapit na ang katapusan ng previous mass para sa next mass, makaabot sila at makakuha ng mgandang pwesto.. dun kahit maubos na ang dugo mo sa hypoventilation or anoxic ka na, di mo paring magawang maisip ang masama... dahil nakikita mo ang mga taong tulad mo anoxic na din, pero go, kanta pa din, go pabless pa din, go nakapila parin papunta sa relics or kung ano man. iba talaga. dun mo mapapatunayan na banal nga ang mga pinoy.

after quiapo, i went to the mall. (pag quiapo ang pinaguusapan, kelangan tagalog..hahahaha... kahit di ko naiintindihan or wrong grammar ang tagalog ko) i was just supposed to be the refill for my ballpen... but i ended up treating myself with a big mac.. passed or failed, at least nakapagbig mac ako...hahahaha... i missed doing that... staying somewhere, alone, doing nothing, thinking about nothing... dun ko namimiss ang ust, kasi when i was still staying in my dorm, maraming alone time, to reflect, gather yourself, then plunging into the stressful life again. that's the luxury i can't afford here... every corner in my house, has either my reviewers, books... everything is scattered...just like my brain, scattered. i'll fix it after the exam, but arrgggg, the OC me wants to do it right now..itching to get everything organized. but, i don't have the time. when i was still studying pharma, home ang iniisip kong place na no studying allowed. but right now, i just miss the fields and stream of trees of ust. miss the benches. and the people. anyway back to being alone, there, there are 3 rooms in our house and 5 people in it. so really no alone time. and now, i'm tired. so i'm going to rest so i can study after an hour again. in short, i miss functioning normally.

xoxo,
kL

ps: 2 days to go!

entry no. 16: frustrated

ilang days nalang ba? tinatamad na ako tignan kung ilang days nalang... but naffrustrate na ako...FRUSTRATED. for real... i was supposed to finish modules 3 and 4 yesterday... but as it turned out, wala ako natapos kahit isa... my brain is lagging (for the lack of a better word)...

i said that i would start i 9...i started at ten fell asleep at 12...and the funny thing is, nakaharap naman ako sa mga reviewers... NAGMAMADALING MATAPOS...and still, di ko sila natapos... understatement pala un... di ko natapos ung module 3 at di ko nasimulan ang 4...

saan napunta ung oras? precious precious time i need to pass the board exams. di ko naman sinasayang?

and i ended up being really grouchy with everyone here and just plain frustrated.

oh well...malapit na...malapit na talga...

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 15: dumdumdumdum

cue creepy music... or lets eat banana cue..hahaha... talk about being so bangag! i finished real late last night... due to unnecessary thinking yesterday morning... and today will probably be the most gruelling day of my entire review... because i'm doing module 3 and 4 today... and that comprises almost half of the pacop...

homestretch na to... and just like any other day, when i say i'll start at 8 i start at around 9...hahaha... talk about slacking.

what is there to tell? ubos na ata ung mga words na pwedeng magimply kung gaano na ako kaexcited at kabado at the same time. and nothing real is happening right now... hahaha... hmmm... except na mag sst.clare kami tomorrow. friday, sa ust naman. then sa saturday quiapo. sunday pabless ako kay father dito, and monday DUMDUMDUMDUM... talk about divine intervention... because everything has been done, wala na sa mga kamay namin kung papasa kami...

so till tomorrow

xoxo,
kL

entry 13: running out of titles

"it's just a piece of paper with a score in it"... words of the uhhmmm sige na nga, "wise"... actually those words aren't in verbatim... nakalimutan ko lang sinabi niya...

i dwelt on those words, at nagsayang ng oras... past lunchtime, i realized even though its just a piece of paper with a score in it, it'll mean so much to me if the the scores passed the standard.

and even though it's not life or death...wala, e di it's not life or death nga..hahaha.. i just don't want to go through the agony of having to study all of these all over again... [sacrificing time that should have been allotted for the essentials of living... like sleeping at least 8 hours a day, eating at least 5 times a day, watching tv, praying and playing (hahahaha... mga essential sa buhay ko)... or just the mere idea of eating without vomiting or feeling nauseous...] and i will not. we will not...swear... papasa tayo, i can already feel it.

i usually do good with stress and pressure... in fact those are the factors that bring out the best in me... but damn, di lang ako pagod, burnt out na ako...

and so, 5 days 11 hours 10 mins and 15 secs left! and we're free! yey

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 13: side order of life (bleeding highlighters)

there is literally one week more to endure before... before death strikes me... na-bradycardia ako kanina... meaning it is not because of me being nervous again...

natapos ko na new pacop... at gaaahhhh, i realized my weakness na.. it's the color reactions... what color is the precipitate of what when you add what to what... grabe, i can't remember anything about those...ultimong alkaloidal rgts, kahit may pananda na ako, wala pa din...sablay pa din...hahahaha... so now i'm praying na sana, SANA sana walang itanong about that...

so what else can i say but, i'm so tired, sleepy and confused na... i want to get this over with...

haaayyyy, boyet came here this morning unannounced... and saw me at literally my worst... just woke up, bleeding highlighters, hair a mess, unbrushed teeth, dark circles around my eyes... pero ok lang, kasi mukha din siyang bagong gising...hahaha... no offense, pero pareparehas na ata kami ng mga itsura... itsura ng pagod! haggard... like we just finished not only a marathon but a triathlon...

pero malapit na... last lap na, crunch time, inches away the finish line...

ok enough. uulitin ko na ang old pacop, para mapanatag na ako....

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 12: uhhmmmm...baha? typhoon?

hahahaha...so brownout buong araw.... and perfect excuse sana na magrest tonight... but the poof... sabi ni GOd, tapusin ko na raw yang pacop na yan para makahinga na ako ng maayos... so un

we already moved all our furniture from the sala to our bedrooms...alam niyo naman, bahain ang bahay namin...

so what happened today... aside from me feeling lethargic with the weather... ayaw makisama ng weather, sarap humiga sa kama at magpagulong gulong muli..hahahaha... my favorite expression MAGPAGULONG GULONG SA KAMA... try niyo... masarap talaga...

sana sa june 30-july 1 diganito ang weather, kundi baka magpagulong gulong ako sa testing site... gaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.... excited na ako.. di na ako kabado. hahahha 7 days 12 hours 47 mins and 6 secs to go, pde na ako maglaro ng NBA buong araw! yey

entry no. 11: tamad tamad tamad... si kL ay tamad

uh oh... im getting good at playing nba on the psp...hahahahaa... that means less time for studying...

so boyet came a while ago to borrow my manor stuff...at "tapos" na daw siya... tapos meaning tapos na siya sa old pacop

tsk tsk... no wonder di siya masyadong nagffreak out...hahahaha

i also talked to bernice this morning... hay, parehas kami talaga...hahaha...

then i also saw ate ver sa church. she assured me na kaya ko talaga un, basta focus on the old pacop...

oh well... i just found out my sister is crushing on 21 guy aka jim sturgess... for the record, nauna ako...hahahaha


hayyyyy, i want to get this board exam over with... para magkalife na ulit ako...and by life, i mean, sleep, slacking, tv, laptop, movies, chips, bed, daydreaming... and not just singing out loud pag stressed na ako...

i'm more calm now..kasi malapit na talaga ako matapos... but just like a fool, i did what i wasn't supposed to do to add more pressure to myself... i looked at my sister's nursing board exam results... and wala siyang grade na bumaba ng 80 i think... well i did the same thing nung nmat, kinalkal ko ung results niya, nagfreak out, nagpanic, tas natulog.. hahaha... proof: http://krazyinnarnia.multiply.com/journal/item/79/nmat_na_bukas

hahahaha... if the same thing worked for me with my nmat, it should work now.

8 days 12 hours 14 mins 14 secs...and to end this entry, i'll post a picture of a man, my sister and i can share (sa akin ung bigger piece)

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 10: jamie lynn spears

so jamie lynn spears gave birth to a baby girl... congrats.. kunwari, magkakilala kami... hahahaha

i'm tired. but will be ready by sunday. cool.

i talked to bernice yesterday, and turns out, we have the same take on pharmacology and the other modules... na nagkakamali parin kami but it's a learning experience. hahaha.. what you don't know in the first run, you will get in the second run.

well sa sunday nga, the first run will end.. yey! second round na, then i'll try to squeeze a third on the 2 remaining days.

basta dapat by june 29 afternoon, i should be relaxing. or panicking. whichever suits the occasion. haha

9 days 23 hours 57 mins and 47 secs to get ready.. well technically less...kasi that time is based on 8am june 30.

toodles

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 9: ready set go

time left: 10 days 19 hours 30 mins and 2 secs...

time left till doom comes dawning...

what the hell

my brain is like a sponge

it is trying to absorb everything

SPONGE
spongiform
coliform
SPONGE
spongebob
absorbable gelatin sponge
absorbable gelatin film
letter D
neurosurgery thoracic ocular surgery
SPONGE
scotch brite
scotch tape
scotch tape method
enterobius vernicularis
pinworm
hookworm
threadworm
thread
yarn
cats
toxoplasma
rubeola
Cytomegalovirus
HIV
Herpes
Syphillis
salvarsan
compound 606
paul erlich
robert koch
louis pasteur
fermentation
wine
rum
brandy
inuman
lasing
alcohol
disulfiram
withdrawal
bank
banco de oro
sta lucia
mall
movie
kung fu panda
polar bears
shoti
ust
pharmacy
kL
crap talk
talk shit
stop.


(if you don't get the logic, you're either not a pharma student OR di ka pa nagbabasa ng pacop..)

good luck guys

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 8: dinosaur friends

11 days 27 hours 7 mins and 59 seconds to go! hahaha...just like christmas...only equipped with the wrong feeling

i'll make this quick... unfortunately for you,reader, quick for me is making a novel...

remember when you were a kid when you had this hard bound book of dinosaurs with 3D glasses... well, i remember my first book of dinosaurs...

it had a fun feeling to it and you just turned 3 and started with Rex... then T-rex... then Tyran-ousous rex... Then finally Tyrannosaurus rex... then you would boast it to all your friends in kindergarten, and try to inject the word to your every sentence...

lunchtime: hey, that dinosaur in your lunchbox is called a TYRANNOSAURUS REX. were you able to watch Jurassic Park and see the TYRANNOSAURUS REX?

playtime: run and hide or i'll eat you! I'm a TYRANNOSAURUS REX. (bully!)

music: (old mcdonald song) i don't want to be a chicken, i want to be a TYRANNOSAURUS REX! (tantrums)

math: the number 7 looks like a TYRANNOSAURUS REX!

sewing: my bear looks like a TYRANNOSAURUS REX.

new word eh.

now, i just gloat at the tons of genus and species you have to memorize. Erysipelothrix *panic attack. Wurcheria bancrofti *vomit. DIphyllobothrium latum*tv. Francisella tularensis *ipaq

lesson: in the future, do not teach your kid how to say stuff like TYRANNOSAURUS REX. or else


----


or else the will end up being a bully who has to memorize a hundred species of not only microorganisms but also plants as their karma

karma's a bitch.

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 7: st therese edition

12 days 20 hours 38 mins 56secs nalang sabi ng clock...

we went to st therese chapel this morning for the mass and the novena. And i got freaked out a bit...

before the story, i would just like to say na cool ung novena ng st. therese... in the middle of the 9 days, you will know if your intentions will come true or not... by a sign that comes from magical and unexpected places: A WHITE ROSE...

my tita said the novena, i can't remember when but a kid from the market came up to her and gave her a white rose saying extra nalang daw ung rose na yun. my mom said the same novena for our US visa years ago, in the middle of nowhere an old vendor gave her a rose while she was still in our village's church.

kaso medyo dinaya ko yung akin, because after the novena, theygive away roses, red, white, yellow, pink... so parang sign pa din na dapat white. well, sa row namin 2 lang ung white rose, and i grabbed the white one immediately.

so anyway un, amidst that, kabado pa din ako...because...I DIDN'T FINISH MY PHARMACOLOGY... or i finished it but when i reread it, i couldn't remember a thing... talk about giving up on pcol.... oh well, try ko ulit next week...

oh then baeba txted me na ang lapit lapit na, marami pa siyang di alam..ako din! gaaahhhhhhhh ... talk about freaking out...

so sa iba, sana di kayo kasing freaked out ko...

xoxo,
kL

entry no. 6: chocolate soup for the chicken soul

i'm guessing it's 13 days left before the exams... i'm on the pc so no laptop countdown picture today... boo

what they say about doing pretty stupid stuff when the exam gets nearer is definitely true... but, something rather someone odd did something freaky...

it was about 10am and my stock of kisses were depleted already... i started craving for chocolate scones and chocolate muffins from french baker... knowing my mom would be going to the mall, i asked her to buy me a week's supply of chocolate scones and muffins...

finding it hard for me to describe what they looked like, she just asked me to accompany her. So off we went to french baker, which was also waiting for their stock to arrive... at 11:30... of course me and PACOP just waited for the chocolate muffins and scones to arrive.. but my mom got bored...

so we went chocolate muffin hunting... first stop was crouer... confectionery sprinkled sugar choco muffins were available but limited... so we bought 2, proceeded to our next stop... red ribbon.. no muffins. dulcinea. no muffins. goldilocks. no muffins. dunkin donuts. no muffins-at that branch (we had to go upstairs to buy muffins at the other branch).

the donut stall was near the grocery. so my mom decided that while waiting for 11:30, we would go chocolate shopping. if you haven't shopped at sta lucia's grocery yet, there's a whole island of chocolates... after getting a few pieces, which i thought was enough, my mom wouldn't stop...cadbury, hersheys, kitkat, curly tops, almonets, goya, hersheys again, choco mucho, snickers, van fruit. cadbury again, choco mucho again.then again. hello dino candy chocolate eggs, goya again, goya again, choco mucho again, van hazel nut, van roast almond, m&m's crispy, kitkat bites, toblerone, hersheys, mary queen. again and again and again...i was the one begging her to stop. our bill ended up being more expensive than our father's day dinner yesterday.

i'm going to develop diabetes after this exam. but my mom still not satisfied, bought chocolate pancake mix, nesquick chocolate with marshmallows and swiss miss..

thats not over... we went back to french baker, where the choco muffins were already displayed.. embarrassed, i asked for 3... when we arrived home, i realized she bought all of the displayed muffins...

i just wanted choco muffins and scones. but there were no scones.


haha.

xoxo,
kL

entry no.5: mom back from thai

countdown says: 14 days 14 hours 51 mins and 40 secs

still studying pharmacology... but there was a brief interruption... because my mom just arrived from thailand! yey! pasalubongs...

according to her: she didn't enjoy bangkok that much... more on saraburi (where my dad's company is at)... so she brought stuff for us..mga tshirts lang and pants, then scarves... and of course sampaloc...

of course, matagal ang kwentuhan... i told her about my classmates' stay here at our house... then she told me that everyone who reviews here passed the board exam... that makes our house either lucky or more pressure for us...

i'm lagging at my pharmacology.. i stopped reading my notes, and started answering the questions... i think i learn faster when something is being asked to me...

of course there were talks about medicine... blah blah... i kind of dodged the topic because the last thing i want to think about is medicine..because it's just depressing...

but here's a quote for all the reviewees like me:
"work without prayer is slavery. prayer without work is begging."

and now, i have to go, because we're going to eat in causeway AGAIN...hahaha... because of father's day... so happy father's day to all the popsicle sticks out there

xoxo,
kL

pictures were lazily taken and and, i already got my 4 gig even before my mom came...but--- i can't play with it... boo =(

entry no.4: pcol pcol pcol

Desktop countdown says: 16 days 1 hour 12 mins and 24 secs

Rise and shine! It's a saturday morning... an unusual saturday morning... it is way too early to get out of bed, look for something to eat and start studying for pharmacology...

But i had to because finishing at least 3/4 of the notes yesterday was pretty unsuccessful... It is taking longer than i estimated.

I'm not even halfway through... So today I have to make up for the times i literally slacked yesterday.

funny thing happened, the moment i woke up, i thought--- what was the Tx for excessive hyperthermia--- dantrolene... what was the drug that caused hyperthermia--- stared at the ceiling

after a few minutes, i gave up, looked at my notes and deduced that i my study yesterday was not enough.... so today, i'll probably isolate myself from the temptations and stay in another room...

arrrgggg... its just so hard to concentrate when your mind isn't taking in the information anymore...i just end up getting frustrated.

yes, but tomorrow will be the real test...the post it on our pc says: arrival 5:45 am... my mom basically bought scarves and jackets when it is so freaking hot here in the philippines... hahahaha.... she's way too excited for my sister's work...

that's all for now...btw, it's succinylcholine

xoxo,
kL

entry no.3: bad dreams

my desktop countdown says: 16 days, 19 hours 59 mins and 43 seconds till the pharmacy board exam

so bad dreams... i don't know why i'm having bad dreams lately...

since i started reviewing seriously (which was like 3 days ago) i had this rule that i have to sleep on or before 10pm... but that didn't work too well, so i just made this deadline that by 10 pm, i have to stop working and start putting myself to sleep, so i would get at least 8 hours of rest.

that isn't working too well either... i slept at about 10pm last night, finishing of real early... but then around 2am i had this bad dream, i can't really remember what it was, but when i woke up it was as if it still happening...

i fell asleep again and around 4am, i had this bad dream again. I was on an island with my family and friends. we settled in the hotel, then I decided to stroll around.. I saw this huge lake with a hanging bridge on it. I crossed the bridge saw mountain and decided to climb it... Then i saw my friend (i can't remember who he was) who was sitting on the ground looking at a huge house that popped out out of nowhere. I sat beside him, and was pretty sure the words he said were "it was hard, but i came through, and now i'm enjoying it.." and i can remember asking him what was it he enjoyed... And then he started telling a story about the house... it was a creepy story that even though i was asleep, i could feel my alpha-2 receptors activating (layman's terms: goosebumps)... i walked some more until it was really dark.. then someone called my name..but i realized i was lost in the woods... and the mountain started to crack, and the tip of a volcano was showing up...

i ran until i saw the hanging bridge which was now over a very very large pool... i could feel the earth moving... there was an earthquake! and the chances of the bridge falling apart were really high... so crossing the bridge, i dashed to safe ground. when i arrived a jacuzzi popped out. but i ran straight to the hotel. and the people who welcomed me back were smiling...actually they were smirking... and started chanting "you survived... you survived"

i barely caught my breath when someone asked me, "where's your mom and sister?" puzzled, i looked back at the pool and saw them crossing the bridge which is about to collapse... and, it did collapse...while they were in it... but the pool was cracking into half... and the bridge WAS in the middle...do the math, they were heading straight to the big gap...

shocked, i went near the pool...when my sister and mom emerged and said, "why's your face like that? you like tired, where have you been?"

arrrrgggghhhh....

hate hate hate bad dreams... i ended up having less sleep than i originally planned...

well, that's all for now

xoxo,
kL

entry no.2

my desktop countdown says: 17 days 20 hours 6 mins and 44 secs....

and i'm itching to watch another episode of criminal minds... but no... i can't...

i already overslept this morning, i can't afford to waste another hour on watching....haha

i think i already figured out when i get these anxiety attacks... it's when i'm not holding either my notes or my pacop... i can feel that i'm wasting my time, but sometimes my brain reaches saturation point and starts rejecting information... and that's when i result to singing cheesy songs like: a whole new world or picture of you by boyzone (mr bean's movie's theme song)

gaaahhhhh

today biochem... tomorrow pharmacology... that will go on until monday... i am actually excited to study pharmacology because now i'm actually ready to take in the information...

but before my pharmacology streak ends, my mom's arriving from thailand... and that only means one thing! actually 2 things... it's the day of pasalubongs (i wish i wish i wish...hahaha) and.....*cue the drumroll... the day the memory stick of the camera/psp is coming... my sister decided to limit the memory to that until my boards are over...hahahahaha... alam mo naman ako, walang control pag dating sa mga bagay na ineenjoy ko...hahhahaha...

ok enough...

i still have to study 1 and a half pacop..

so til tomorrow...

ciao

i thank you *bow

let the countdown begin!

who can't feel the pressure yet?

it's 18 days before the 2 days that would determine how much we have learned in pharmacy...

and so i decided that i will be blogging for 18 days until the exam is over, because this is how i will break the stress...or else i'd either go on a anaphylactic rxn (allergic sa stress eh) or bore myself to death...

and yet, i'm still not ready... i will be, but right now i'm not.. just give me a couple of weeks (tamang tama kasi 3 weeks nalang talaga)

and the worst feeling yet, is my anxiety attacks... i can just feel my veins dilating, my heart palpitating, blood rushing to my brain, and i get all red in the face... i have to learn how to control these attacks or yet, my best (worst) antagonist would be myself...

and in line with that, i'll have to perfect yoga breathing...

i just finished my PHARMACOGNOSY...one subject down, i don't know how many more to go.. i'm aiming for the top kasi parang un lang ung safe place sa boards...hahaha... feeler... akala niyo...mamememorize ko rin yang pacop na yan...tulad ng 500++ na pharma students na magbboards...

one entry down, 17 more to go...

i thank you, *bow

hell on earth

prc--- wow, hell on earth...

no sense of system AT ALL.... my gaaaadddd..... hot...long lines... tripping tellers...

if the philippines were more high tech, the process could have been computerized...diba? tas aircon? aircon lang...or kahit electric fan diba?

and naman, they should have anticipated the long lines, like they could've grouped the applicants according to the profession they will be registering for...

crap talk...dala ng init...

i feel tagged

sabi ni cathe, if you feel tagged, go and answer the survey... and i feel tagged mainly because manor review's over and i'm taking the day off (parang yaya lang) to store some more ATPs that i can freely spend for the next gruelling 3 weeks of the board exam chapter of my life

1.if you were given a chance to choose what will you choose beauty or brains??
brains... being a smart ass can make me feel pretty...hahaha

2. What do you miss most?
malaysia...hahaha...sanctuary grabe...

3. if u can turn back time, where ka babalik?
tama si cathe, high school... when everything wasn't so complicated and when we say "complicated" it is actually really simple

4. What was the last movie you watched?
ps i love you (download un ha) and indiana jones sa movie house

5. craving for what food ka today??
chocolate covered strawberries

6. what are the things that make u happy?
hahaha.... wow... it would take a lot of things to make me happy right now...

7. who is the hottest male/female celebrity for u? it cud be foreign or local
ed westwick! hahaha...tama... ed westwick... and matthew settle

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wow...sounds familiar... haha.... uhhmmm... siguro naman naprove ko na na hindi ako bitch pag dating sa ganyan diba?

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
hahaha... the reason i had this mall tour is because--------

10.What was your section when you were in gr.1?
hahaha.... di ako nag-grade 1

11. Is being tagged fun?
di naman spinecify... but i felt tagged talaga

12. Have you learned something new today?
that the truth actually hurts... haha...drama

13. What do you want to own right now?
psp and a car

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
a true friend (although she didn't really tag me)

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
definitely single and rich...

16. What's your favorite C2 flavor?
lychee

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
nope

18. When was the last time you got starstruck?
wait i can't even remember being starstruck

19. What type of friends do you like?
friends who are ready to bitch out for you because you would bitch out for them too (rhymes!)

20. What was the title of the song you last listened to?
ung song sa ps i love na paulit ulit...hahahaha