Sunday, January 25, 2009

oops.too bad..haha

so last Saturday i had my first and last 6am-2pm shift for the whole month of January... add the fact that it was my sister's birthday so I had to go to the mall to do some shopping! at last! but as i punched out, my throat was sore... again! i had to buy strepsils but since we didn't carry that product i decided to buy in the mercury beside the hospital.

I walk in to find myself interrupting a group conversation including the PAs and the pharmacists. they all look up and i wanted to feel embarrassed but the feeling was interrupted when the PA in front of me turned... he was asking me what i wanted but all i could think of was "ang gwapo naman nito"... he was soooooo goodlooking that i was ready to call him oliver even if it weren't his name (yes ikai and nikki, ganun siya kagwapo for me) and for people who actually know me, mahirap akong iplease pagdating sa ganun. so i sheepishly say,
"strepsils?"
"anong flavor?"
"uhhhmmm.."
"may mint, honey lemon--"
"mint."

then i scrammbled to get out of the place.

then yesterday, one of the humdrum-slash-i'm-so-tired moments dawned on me when a group of out-patients suddenly came. and there he suddenly was. i got the privilege to serve me. yes! then the tables were turned
"sir, may i help you?"
"..." (he just stared blankly)
"sir? magkasakasama ba kayo?" (pointing to the other opd's)
"..." (he negated with a nod)
"so?"
"maternity pads?"

I scrambled to make a charge slip then I shut up. my dutymate said:
"alamo ba, PA yun sa mercury"
"oo nga siya yung sobrang gwapo dun"
"oo nga, nakita mo na pala yun"
"kahapon lang, bumili kasi ako ng strepsils. pagtingin ko sabi ko ang gwapo naman nito"
then we started squealing like high school girls crushing on a heartrob.
"bakit kaya dito siya bumibili?"
"oo nga eh, andyan lang naman ang rob sa tabi natin"
"ano ba binili niya sayo?"
"maternity pads"
---stopped-----
me: "yuckkkkkk, may anak na siya!"
"malay mo pinabili lang sa kanya yun... tignan natin kung nakaconfine dito yung patient"

he came back to get the product and exchage charge slips with us. and my dutymate went out to check if he would ride the elevator. and he did!

me: "may anak na siya...huhu"
"hindi yan, malay mo pinabili lang sa kanya ng pamangkin niya"
"in denial?"
"hindi yannn, di siya yung may nanganak.."
"yeah right.. dapat pala tinanong natin yung mga NA kung may gwapong lalaki sa floor nila at kung me asawa nga siya... shit, dapat tinignan mo kung may ring!"

talk about being judgemental...hahaha.... it was fun while it lasted.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

wouldn't it be cool to be a first daughter?

with all the craze about obama's inauguration, jenna and barbara bush wrote an open letter to the new first daughters of the US:

http://online.wsj.com/article/SB123239885943895155.html?mod=rss_Today%27s_Most_Popular

PLAYING HOUSE IN THE WHITE HOUSE
by jenna and barbara bush

"Sasha and Malia, we were seven when our beloved grandfather was sworn in as the 41st President of the United States. We stood proudly on the platform, our tiny hands icicles, as we lived history. We listened intently to the words spoken on Inauguration Day service, duty, honor. But being seven, we didn't quite understand the gravity of the position our Grandfather was committing to. We watched as the bands marched by -- the red, white, and blue streamers welcoming us to a new role: the family members of a President.

We also first saw the White House through the innocent, optimistic eyes of children. We stood on the North Lawn gazing with wonder at her grand portico. The White House was alive with devoted and loving people, many of whom had worked in her halls for decades. Three of the White House ushers, Buddy, Ramsey, and "Smiley", greeted us when we stepped into her intimidating hallway. Their laughter and embraces made us feel welcome right away. Sasha and Malia, here is some advice to you from two sisters who have stood where you will stand and who have lived where you will live:

-- Surround yourself with loyal friends. They'll protect and calm you and join in on some of the fun, and appreciate the history.

-- If you're traveling with your parents over Halloween, don't let it stop you from doing what you would normally do. Dress up in some imaginative, elaborate costume (if you are like us a pack of Juicy Fruit and a Vampiress) and trick-or-treat down the plane aisle.

-- If you ever need a hug, go find Ramsey. If you want to talk football, look for Buddy. And, if you just need a smile, look for "Smiley."

-- And, a note on White House puppies--our sweet puppy Spot was nursed on the lawn of the White House. And then of course, there's Barney, who most recently bit a reporter. Cherish your animals because sometimes you'll need the quiet comfort that only animals can provide.

-- Slide down the banister of the solarium, go to T-ball games, have swimming parties, and play Sardines on the White House lawn. Have fun and enjoy your childhood in such a magical place to live and play.

-- When your dad throws out the first pitch for the Yankees, go to the game.

-- In fact, go to anything and everything you possibly can: the Kennedy Center for theater, State Dinners, Christmas parties (the White House staff party is our favorite!), museum openings, arrival ceremonies, and walks around the monuments. Just go. Four years goes by so fast, so absorb it all, enjoy it all!

For four years, we spent our childhood holidays and vacations in the historic house. We could almost feel the presence of all the great men and women who had lived here before us. When we played house, we sat behind the East sitting room's massive curtains as the light poured in illuminating her yellow walls. Our seven-year-old imaginations soared as we played in the enormous, beautiful rooms; our dreams, our games, as romantic as her surroundings. At night, the house sang us quiet songs through the chimneys as we fell asleep.

In late December, when snow blanketed the front lawn, all of our cousins overtook the White House. Thirteen children between the ages of two and 12 ran throughout her halls, energized by the crispness in the air and the spirit of the season. Every room smelled of pine; the entire house was adorned with thistle; garlands wound around every banister. We sat on her grand staircase and spied on the holiday dancing below. Hours were spent playing hide-and-go-seek. We used a stage in the grand ballroom to produce a play about Santa and his reindeer. We watched as the National Christmas Tree was lit and admired the chef as he put the final icing on the gingerbread house.

When it was time, we left the White House. We said our goodbyes to her and to Washington. We weren't sure if we would spend time among her historical walls again, or ever walk the National Mall, admiring the cherry blossoms that resembled puffs of cotton candy. But we did return. This time we were 18. The White House welcomed us back and there is no doubt that it is a magical place at any age.

As older girls, we were constantly inspired by the amazing people we met, politicians and great philosophers like Vaclav Havel. We dined with royalty, heads of states, authors, and activists. We even met the Queen of England and managed to see the Texas Longhorns after they won the National Championship. We traveled with our parents to foreign lands and were deeply moved by what we saw. Trips to Africa inspired and motivated us to begin working with HIV/AIDS and the rights of women and children all over the world.

Now, the White House ballrooms were filled with energy and music as we danced. The East sitting room became a peaceful place to read and study. We ran on the track in the front lawn, and squared off in sisterly bowling duels down in the basement alley.

This Christmas, with the enchanting smell of the holidays encompassing her halls, we will again be saying our good-byes to the White House. Sasha and Malia, it is your turn now to fill the White House with laughter.

And finally, although it's an honor and full of so many extraordinary opportunities, it isn't always easy being a member of the club you are about to join. Our dad, like yours, is a man of great integrity and love; a man who always put us first. We still see him now as we did when we were seven: as our loving daddy. Our Dad, who read to us nightly, taught us how to score tedious baseball games. He is our father, not the sketch in a paper or part of a skit on TV. Many people will think they know him, but they have no idea how he felt the day you were born, the pride he felt on your first day of school, or how much you both love being his daughters. So here is our most important piece of advice: remember who your dad really is.

Jenna Bush is a writer and educator, the author of the book 'Ana's Story' and the co-author, with her mother Laura Bush, of the picture book 'Read All About It.'

Barbara Bush works for a public health-focused non-profit, Global Health Corps, and previously worked for The Smithsonian's Cooper-Hewitt National Design Museum."

i don't think bush was a bad president at all, probably unlucky that recession struck the US on his term... i think he didn't have a choice with going to war... well, staying in war he probably had to rethink... but what's done was done... and will one day be history... =)

Friday, January 16, 2009

leo leo leo

from shoti...just got the leo part..

LEO
- The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. -- OC!!
Like boundaries. -- THAT'S WHY I MAKE MY OWN RULES
Tend to take over everything. Bossy. -- FOR REAL? BOSSY TALAGA AKO?
Like to help Others. -HELPFUL PALA AKO EH... MINSAN TOO MUCH?
Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. -- WHEN I WANT TO BE...
Sensitive. --SORRY NOT TRUE
Creative energy. --DYNASTAT
Full of themselves. --EGOMANIAC
Loving. -- NIKKI, EVEN THE CARE BEARS DON'T CARE? QUOTE MO YUN DIBA.. HAHAHA
Doing the right thing is important to Leos. --RIGHTEOUS MUCH?
Attractive. -GORGEOUS..HAHAHA...AND BACK TO FULL OF THEMSELVES.
13 years of bad luck if you do not forward. -YEAH YEAH WHATEVER


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

yey me! again! and yey another person too!

hahahaha...

yuck, i've had an express cash atm card since i was first year college but opening my own express teller international account mad
e me feel more mature...although blogging about it makes me immature right back again..hahaha..but i don't care... it's a debit card with my hard earned money in it where you can use as an eps (i don't know what it stands for but it basically means that like a credit card, some establishments accept it as a form of payment) hahahaha... and while i was having my card processed, they offered me an instant application for a credit card... too bad their first (and the only requirement i did not pass) requirement was i had to be at least 21 years old... tsk tsk... hahaha.. my age's holding me back..

and to news that makes me so proud to be her friend, bow down to my hs friend cathe for scoring the cover page (tama ba?) of a new magazine that will be launched this month: art in site... mahal nga lang siya kaya hanggang internet lang ako (but i really do want to check out to exhibit, that would be soooo cool!hahaha) ayun check it out nalang sa: artinsitemagazine.com

sneak peak (pde ba to? baka makasuhan ako)
quick story.. i remember when we were seatmates in mechtilde for 2 quarters or 3, i asked her to just simply write "health" on my health notebook... and fifteen minutes later (after our health class, oo di kami nakinig kay dugang nun), what i thought would just say: HEALTH said:

she made this amazing cover (with my name looking like a total trash) oh diba, butterflies na talaga siya.. oh well.... cathe, you make me so proud to at least know yah...

xoxo,
kL

ps: tsk tsk... cathe, you made me open my health notebook again and remind me of how much i love psychology...hahahaha..bakit ba kasi di ako nagpsych?!?
wanna be a doctor all over again.. hahaha

Thursday, January 08, 2009

i think i'm a blair and i just don't care

"cold cold cold" -nikki

"cold-hearted bitch!"-kL

"blair!"-nikki

"i don't care!" -me

hahahaha...

whatever nikki, magonline ka na kasi! pinipigilan pa oh
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dapat pala irecord na, bernice and i met up yesterday at megamall to exchange our christmas gifts... ayun lang, sa dami ng kwento, we totally forgot to take a picture... ohwell, nagmamadali na rin kami kasi parehas kaming 2pm ang duty...hahaha... love love the scrapbook and lipstick! hahahaha... mature up na daw kami... doy!

Monday, January 05, 2009

mahiwagang pirma ni doc Q

if you aren't a graduate of ust- bs pharmacy, you won't get the first half of this blog..

so 10am-10pm duty.. same same only longer hours. when an OPD patient came, and out of habit i checked out the doctor's signature first. looks familiar... check his name, peter quilala, sounds familiar, looked at his s2 number, i know this number! kidding, hahahahah...it ended with seeing pfq's name and there i thought it would be easy. it's a long story so to make it short keywords nalang

morphine 5mg tab-10mg tab
countersign
angry dr. dizon for my wrong dialing
didn't find pfq
found doc mina to have a signature specimen

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i feel so numb na... if you know the manhid me before i'm worse this way. i have lost the will to care--about anything and everything.. in fact i'm bothered that i am not bothered at all. it's just blank..everything's blank and a no brainer for me these days. it's hard to tell what i'm feeling because i don't feel a damn thing.. weird yet familiar. i forgot how it's like to feel excited/nostalgic/nervous/mad/irritated. oh well, probably the reason why you haven't seen much of me lately. or know much of me..huh? nonsense. hahaha...probably not totally true because of composing blogs, but technically i'm talking/writing to myself by making one.. again with the nonsense.. ohwell bye! (bye me? bye who?)

Sunday, January 04, 2009

dec 31, 2008- jan1, 2009: GO ON GIRL (the new year blog straight from the pharmacy)

It’s hard to believe that it has been months ago since I have been listening to Go On Girl (Ne-Yo) with Ken sharing the green earphones of my ipaQ while playing poker (or was it tong-its) with Miguel and Lynyrd. Yeah, it has been that long. Now, they’re on the road to prepping themselves to becoming doctors, while I have just recently chosen a totally different path. Things change, people change, and we just have to grow up and adapt.

It has been the quite eventful year. Graduating-becoming a registered pharmacist (technically not true)- my first minimum paying job. Not to mention having one of the most heart-wrenching holidays in so many years. Watching people die (technically not true too) on my watch, seeing the relatives try to get a grip of their emotions on Christmas day/new year’s eve (literally). But then again how many patients had left the walls of this hospital feeling better? And even if we don’t have direct interaction with them, I’d like to think that I have a part in making them better.

Broken’s now playing, and I’m checking for the pyrotechnique effects in the sky- or at least scanning for stars. Stars we can wish upon for a better us this coming year. Stars that can make us move on with our past lives, leaving them to be the better memories and start making new ones. Stars you can count your blessings as well as your tragedies. Stars you can count your friends and the people who have been not so kind to you too… but the sky is spotless.

Now, I’m stuck in this now familiar place listening to RX’s year-end countdown. I’d like to think that just like how that there will be a totally different countdown next year, we will have a new story to write. And to that- cheers!