sweepstakes? steaks... t-bone? baby back ribs... yummmm...hahahahaha...
i'm loaded...
with a lot of anxiety and a whole lot of uncomforting thoughts... you think by now i'd be relaxed... well yeah, i stopped studying or at least be used to be thinking about the nerve-wracking moment to be, but.... awful awful... i'll start studying again later to displace the thoughts of what are supposed not to be my thoughts right now
confusing?
talk about confused
and now, i'm confused with my blog too...
"nakkahiya pag bumagsak ako kasi nagaral ako" words of "wise" (notice wala nang the, kasi same person din naman yun, inverbatim nga lang yan ngayon) again... and again and again... arrgggggg... that's what i get from loving to screw with his mind when he has his moments...karma ko to... and what's worse is, when i screw with his, it's deliberate, intentional and so takes a lot of time and effort... and him, without even trying, can turn an absolutely quiet evening to a stomach churning sleepless night. and that made comforting other friends who are in doubt of passing real hard. hahahaha
and i totally realized that this morning when the priest made me an example in his homily... na pumasa bumagsak, dapat strong ang faith ko... and then the pray-over... was totally enlightening, then he said something like "sana di itanong ang mga di niya inaral, dahil Lord, kapag tinanong ang mga iyon, alam namin na babagsak siya"... i wanted to squeal and squirm in the silence, but opted not to...hahaha...
because what he said was true, so now, i just hope i studied enough to make the cut.
so, 1 whole day and a couple of hours to go.... 1 whole freaking day to think about it... then SHOOT.
xoxo,
kL
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